i am such a mess..every single things.i didnt clear ma room,i'm mess up with my works..i am such a mess!!

happy Birthday to me....

Today is my 21ist birthday..heheheh..is it??that was 6years back..hahaha..

i feel so gloomy in the morning since bucuk is not around, n yet his flight is delayed 1 more day.:(

But during our morning meeting all the techs and fitters n including my big boss sing a birthday song for me..tarraaa...lawak+terharu..syg sama kamu semua!!

N during tea breaks, another surprise...my best companions in the factory, kak lily,kak zam,mama miah and yana throw a surprise party..infact yana gimme a homemade birthday cake...kekekeek...even the cake is out of shape..hahahahha...but she made a good effort..thanx pal..luv u all...so all toghether it's the best birthday ever in my life,despite of my horror life throughout the year..muahhhh...

unstable emotion

Shit, i miss him badly!!!Damn me!!!
Bucuk, balik la cepat...i miss u terribly, i tot today is Thursday, so that tomorrow i can see u...but it's only Wednesday...huhuhu....

my very first experience..

Seems like this is going to be my first entry...
anyway,whatever la...m juz so excited today.we got a steam test carry on, and this is my first
experience witnessing this kinda thing..well..so excited..(hahaha..u guys mightfind it's boring and dull, but to me, it was so great..)hmmm...i MUST get my steam engineer cert in two years time..that's my promise to my self..phewww..so excited..
apart from that, m gonna be a bit dull during this week..even my birthday is juz around the corner, but....he's not around anyway.so no point!subject change!!